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So there I was, stayed up to midnight in a satellite trailer in the middle of a warzone, you cried and said you were sorry and not to you for a while... and click. I was alone, at the end of a buzzing . I cried and slowly walked back to my trailer where I laid all night.. I kept reliving the memories we shared, our first date at the diner, how your dad scared me when I met him, how you moved in with me and how we would stand outside watching the rainstorms that were so crazy that spring... I took out the note you gave me, filled with your promises, now lies...
And so I returned home weeks later and asked you to meet me. You did but still gave no explanation.... but because you still had my dog we kept talking... and a year later we were comfortable enough where I asked if we could meet for drinks and close that chapter of our lives and maybe even start over as friends. This is when you finally told me the truth. You fell in love with him while I was gone. You moved in with him before I was back. And so a year after I get home you reopen those wounds.... but here I am now another year past, and so just two weeks shy of two years since you left me for him you are now married to him. I found out through someone else and I wished you well, you said you didn't tell me because you didn't want to hurt me, but maybe now we could be friends... but its too late, you hurt me at a time where I was already hurting. You can't be friends with someone if you are never honest with them. Was I perfect? No, not even a little... but at least I was honest, 110% honest and I'm glad you are happy, I just wish I could pull myself back together... from that deployment, from you... some days I think the only thing holding me together is hope... that maybe tomorrow will be a better day, maybe tomorrow won't hurt as much. You aren't here anymore... just memories. And so this goodbye may never see you and I can't be your friend now.
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