I already know she has a higher IQ than I do (wayyyy higher), but I'm not sure if that's gonna help her. I tell her, she be smarter than me, but I know more stuff. ;D I do look at it as a game, I have good, we'll how much stuff she tries to get away with. I think my scotch intake increase a bit around when she hits 15 though. So we'll how it goes, lol. My is a traitor though, he tells me he's glad he'll be gone at college while she goes through puberty!

To my friend, it has great working with you; over the years. Your friendship has got me through when things were bad at work. You've been my confidant and friend. A couple years ago I thought I had developed a crush on you so it hurt a bit when you got married. On and off I was able to manage things emotionally so they didn't go too far in my mind and heart; I've felt bad because of the impact it has had on my own marriage. A couple months ago I started having trouble falling to sleep at night because I would have dreams of you and I worried that I say something in my sleep. When you came in my office on Wednesday and told me that you are now pregnant it was like getting a knife shoved into my heart. I tried to save face until you left but you had already picked up that something was wrong. When you were in my office again on Friday you wanted to know if you were the reason behind my change in mood I still didn't know how to put it into words. Somewhere along the way I screwed up. I know now that I have developed feelings for you that I shouldn't have. I have not yet figured out what to do about this, but right now I am, terrified even of what happen. I don't want to lose my friend in you but I know that I cannot be around you. I don't want to lose my wife and family, but my heart no longer longs for her. I don't want to lose my job, but I cannot go there because I you. I am not sleeping, I barely eat, I would to drink but I know that lead to other problems. Frankly, I wish this was all over since I can't go back and change what has happened. I've had no one I trust to talk about this with. This seemed to be the best way I can put this out there. Please forgive me for what you don't know about.